This coming-of-age memoir of an ordinary boy, in the form of an online journal, is brutally honest, endearing, poignant and raw. Nicky, an insecure youth with a fat past, goes on a journey of love and self-discovery and soon crashes into as underworld of sex, drugs and betrayal. After a series of failed romance, he heads for a breakdown, especially when his three friends, Dexter, Daniel and Dave, the Triple Ds, who support and guide him, have problems of their own and cannot help him. Can Nicky survive the cruel gay world of superficialities? Will he ever find true love? Is that the solution to all his problem?