This book is about my true story of being a hardcore heroin addict for thirteen years and how it affects my family and friends. I have suffered a lot in my lifetime. Being addicted to heroin is like falling into a dark abyss all alone with pure agony. Slowly, friends and families will slip away. All you can think of is where and when to get your next fix just to avoid the pain of withdrawal symptoms. Your junkie friends will stab you in the back. How did I become this monster while I come from a very well-to-do family? My parents did everything in their power to get me out of the slump of addiction but I refused to accept the help at the time. My parents had to deal with the humiliation and not to mention society’s stigma towards us junkies. I’m here first to say not all junkies are bad. You just need to get to know them before you make assumptions that they’re all bad batches. I wrote this book to help the current generation of youth before they plunge themselves into the harsh and unforgiving world of addiction. Also it will tell my story of how I got into gangsterism and being a big drug dealer at the tender age of 16. For those of you who have the same problems that I went through way back, please do pick up this book.